Watching and waiting.

          I'm not an impatient person all the time, most of the time I can manage. Sometimes my patience is strained, and sometimes I'm impatient, but I'm only human right? So I'm waiting for my exam results as I had to resit my Stats exam, don't like waiting for that. I have applied, for the second time, to Alt Girls Extraordinaire, I am not expecting to get in. I'm not impatient for that, and yet I am. I want to know, but I am expecting rejection again, so I don't want to know at the same time.

          I submitted photos to CT Magazine and BD Magazine, I would like to see the magazine, but it doesn't work that way. So again I have to wait lol. Also I want to lose more weight and sort out my tummy, before you say, I know why my tummy looks like it does, only surgery can repair it. However, surgery costs £4.5k and I don't have that, and the weight loss is slow going, especially since I hurt my back again. So having to wait to get exercising is making me impatient as well.

          I know I need to learn some patience in these matters, but I won't lol, I will check my email one more time. I will stare out the window and long for the change to go for a run/jog (attempt at running followed by much panting). I will refresh the page and check the calendar, because that is who I am. I am patient with people but not with myself. Tough lesson to learn!

As a reward for my ramblings, here, have a look at one of my new pictures!