Saturday, 29 June 2013

Motivation

           So I woke up this morning, prepping for weight watchers, made the mistake of weighing before I left the house. I've gained, I'm not going.

           It's so childish and annoying, I am not one of those "I must be skinny!" types, but I also think I shouldn't be able to pinch two inches on my back... so I want to lose the weight. I'm building some cracking stomach muscles but because of the layer of fat over the top you can't see them. Exercise can build muscle, but on its own it won't make you smaller after all. Then after having my little sulk, one of my friends comes on and has a little sulk followed by an "I'm not giving up that easily moment" and now I feel maybe I should be thinking the same. I'm usually fairly upbeat and positive, spurting motivational statements left, right and centre. So it is a little out of character for me to be so down on myself about not losing. Enough is enough. I am a big girl (age wise) and if I don't like something about myself I either need to get over it and learn to love it or fix it. Whinging helps no one after all.




Time to get off my bum and deal with this, instead of blaming everything except laziness. 

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